Today, I want to talk about my own fear and now ‘thinking’ is the problem. About two weeks ago I wanted to sell my old car because of recently acquired a new vehicle for work. So I started posted a car’s For Sale sign for my car. My car is a 2006 or about 16 yrs old, but acquired or purchased it 2012. Even though with this old vehicle which has served me well over the past years, which i’ve used for work and commute for everything from daily usage shopping to working as a private taxi services. So over the past recently yrs it has worn abit here and there but still run clean. In some occassion I had some vehicle lights on but took to some mechanic services which didn’t diagnosis it properly and got mechanical services which wasn’t needed which ended up cost me money for no reason. So by the way I’m not a mechanic and trying to figure it out myself and guessing what’s the issues or problems posed on the vehicle dashboard with occassion purchasing my own diagnoses equipment. It’s kinda funny looking back and me here not a vehicle mechanic guessing and thinking what’s the reason and cause of the vehicle acting my many ways with the air condition occassionally working and sometime not, and it’s due to other mechanic problems. I mean, I sometime can do the basic like changing the oil, change the lights front & back or checking the basic maintenance was not a problem, but with a 16 yrs old vehicle sometime the vehicle lights turn on and off for other reason and no reason was beyond my ability to diagnose.

So I placed my 16 yrs vehicle up for sale and some buyers were interested in purchasing the vehicle and I told the buyer that it has no major repair or damages but had regular maintenance as required. Through the sale process the buyer & I had the vehicle inspected and while during inspection process I had a fear within myself that I might had more vehicle issues projected because on occassion the vehicle light was on and I didn’t know if the vehicle was behaving aged or it was a problem that I wasn’t aware. whicle during the vehicle inspection the vehicle was shown to be physical well and that no major vehicle damages or repairs were noticed.

So after the vehicle was completed and the sale was finalized with the price I’d requested was lowered and accepted by the buyer. I still had a fear in me that my projected fear of the vehicle lights didn’t come on when we went through the inspection process and with me trying to see if any of the other issues should arised as I can take full responsibility if it did.

My purposed of writting this blog is to show to myself that due to my constant thinking led me to projected more energetic fear as if what could and what if other issues as I should have let the vehicle inspection to do its exam and have the final say by the mechanic to let me know what I needed to do instead of me projecting and thinking as if I m a full licensed mechanic and what if scenario. Thus causing me to have this energetic feelings and compromising my self honest or what if.

I forgive myself to have thinking of what if the vehicle is doing this or doing that and when I m not a full licensed mechanic, as I’ve should have followed the mechanic and only do what the full and final vehicle exam will let me know what’s needed to do

I forgive myself to act & behave of fear of how the vehicle behave and trust my self trust to only do what a vehicle mechanic will know and let me know

I forgive myself to not realized that I can only take any and all responsibility of the situation as the situation arise with and how things are done without me projecting of thinking and what if scenario because due to the aged vehicle for the sale

I forgive myself to not slow down and breathe and take things as is and not jump to thinking and saying things which are based of energetic feeling which are fears based of mind projection.

I forgive myself for thinking that I m a professional mechanic when I should rely on a real mechanic to do their job and advise or telling me what’s the real issue and problem to the vehicle.

No more bottle water with EMS

The current economic system is built on “wanting something  a little newer & a little sooner” – planned obsolescence by Bernard London, documented on the ‘The Lightbulb Conspiracy’ on YouTube,  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1xt4nEvipg

I highly recommend everyone to watch this video and the effect it has on the planet which is programmed into the human psychic and behaviors to deliberately  abuse the resources of the planet.

Bottle water is one of those things that are an off-spring of this monster’s planned obsolescence design as a way of life.  We are so deep into this pattern of behaviors which everything is a necessity or convenience .  Why is it the way it’s b/c the very system of inequality / current money system drives the need to produce products not for longevity or quality, but for shorter life-span, quantatively to produce the necessary result (PROFITS).  We live in this profit mode running around like ‘rat-racing’ trying to catch up with everyone and everything inside the mind as competitors.  Hence as to why bottle water has spawn out of this as an outflow of lifestyle to sustain this monster system.

Bottle water is made of plastic which an extract of petroleum and natural gas.  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Plastic .  The drive for an ever increase in profit making, industries all over the world are disregarding the effect and safe for human, animals and ecology.  According to wikipedia’s since 1950s, one billion tons of plastic have been discarded and may persist for hundreds or even thousands of years.

Plastic has many forms when in the final stage of their completion process.  Some are added with different types of chemical (Toxic & Cancerous) to make it more or less malleable and strength for different purposes.  Due to this some cannot or difficult to recycled or disposed of properly b/c of the added toxic chemicals which can be harmful to animals, human.

http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=pacific+ocean+plastic+island+&oq=ocean+plastic&aq=2m&aqi=g2g-m2&aql=&gs_sm=c&gs_upl=5262l16554l0l20741l25l19l0l2l2l1l252l2526l2.10.4l17l0

The reason for bottle water to exist is b/c of the need for convenience and the economic survival of the design of the system / current money system.  This system is the source of the driving force which spawn this necessity.  Everyone who is living here on earth is force into a race for survival.  Thus bottle water is accommodating this needs which we call economic engine & ‘supply and demand’.   Even though we have the sciencetific understanding of the consequences and damages of plastic posed to the environment and inhabitants (animals, plants, human).  We’ll compromise it either by profit mode or survival mode depend on each one circumstances.  Essentially it’s a trap with only one way out!

To go against the system is futile by every means.  We have to take it into a route which will guide us through this mess & that’s an Equal Money System by one man one vote.  By any other mean is using force which is a violation of your own welfare and your neighbor.

A democratic means of putting an Equality System / Equal Money System is a way to support everyone where we will not be in a ‘rat-race’ for someone who is dictating our way of life through economic means.  But everyone is supporting everyone with common sense.  As this is the way of support where each one is fully supported with all necessity requirements (foods, water, shelter) income.

The current system is a “fear driven system” b/c its inability to support us & inadequately providing us safe water, foods, etc…  Thus we would go out of our ways to seek safe water by purchasing bottle water.  WTF!

With an equal money all water will treated and provided with the utmost care to nourish the body as if it was  your own or your child.  Thus all water will be provided for free with the highest quality possible for health and well being of the human physical body.  Bottle water will no longer be needed & the waste of by-product of chemicals to produce plastic bottle will also be eliminated.

Equal Money System will make your healthier!

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Should doctor get pay the same as other occupations?

1. Should a doctor get the same pay as other occupations?

I would like to rephrase this question into a proper way where it’s in alignment with Equality & as an expression as life.

2. Should a doctor be supported to have an optimum expression as life as every other  expression as life that’s existing within this world?

The first question comes from the current money, political, & social systems of inequality where we have created value b/c the doctor has the ability & higher education so, there for he/she is more valuable. Hence we’ve left out, disregard, & inconsiderate of those who are not doctor and has created a different scale of values for life which is a result of a ‘judgmental value’ of high & low level of physical & social support for LIFE which is unacceptable.

But if we ask from a perspective of Equality from the second question above, then I would say that a doctor should be supported to the optimum expression as life in terms of physical, social support as any other individual with different skill, ability, & expression as life. As this way is a noble way and it will support every human beings equally as a doctor to have an optimum expression as life.

Our current view of the doctor is more valuable b/c we believed that he/she has more skills therefore he/she is able to save lives. But then again does a electrical mechanic who has different ability, skill, expression as life is maintaining and fixing that electrical generator which is supplying the power supply to the hospital equipments to maintain and sustain all the lives within it. Isn’t it also the same for the individual who’s maintaining & preparing the equipment and surgical supplies who has different ability, skill, & expression as life providing his/her technical skills to keep, maintaining the equipments from being contaminated from dangerous germs, bacterial, virus which also will save the lives of patients that are under-going or recovering from an operation. The point is each and all should be physical supported to optimize their abilities, skills, & expression as life equally no matter who they are or what skill, ability they possesses. Let not one be under supported as an expression as life b/c it’s detrimental to the success of an operation as a whole within a system of support.

Equal Money System will be able to support all expression as life equally within this world & will not judge which skill, ability, & expression as life. We then can truly live the message of the US constitution’s where ‘All men are created equal’, thus all men should be physically & socially supported as equal as an expression as life.

I ask you to see if this is not a noble way to support all expression as life as equal?

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Man know thyself

‘Man know thyself’

We must go to the root of man to understand man.

Look at yourself as you’re the problem & you’re the solution.

To correct the problem of inequality is to be equal & one with quality – Equality

That’s why Desteni suggested the tools (Self Forgiveness) to bring you back to you. You giving you back to yourself  – Equality

We live in systems (political, economic, social) that is made by us. So common sense is to have a system of us for us to be equal & one with quality – Equality

Yes you are the solution to you!

Money it’s but a resource to get other resouces. When you’re getting resources you’re getting it from someone.  Equal Money is getting resources equally from each one so everyone can have equal resources.

The message of Jesus’s:

‘love thy neighbor as thyself’- to understand your starting point – Equality

‘give onto another as you would like to receive’ is equality in resource giving

Remove the label and ideas within yourself to be clear of yourself – Self Forgiveness

Within these contexts Tao signifies the primordial essence or fundamental nature of the universe. In the foundational text of Taoism, the Tao Te Ching, Laozi explains that Tao is not a ‘name’ for a ‘thing’ but the underlying natural order of the universe whose ultimate essence is difficult to circumscribe. Tao is thus “eternally nameless” (Dao De Jing-32. Laozi) and to be distinguished from the countless ‘named’ things which are considered to be its manifestations.

‘High & low depend on each other’

The physical law of nature is – Equality

When you breath in oxygen & exhaling carbon dioxide you’re participating in the law of the physical within equality – the plants take in carbon dioxide and release oxygen, thus it’s equal in one within the system of equality.

Desteni’s message is Oneness & Equality

To remove the name, label & ideas of yourself is but to become a man, thus man be one & equal with yourself as man – Equality

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The Social Debate

The mind is a debating machine to always put the conversation into a polarity-uncertainty within the physical reality.  I mean if I was to tell someone with self interest that the earth rotate towards the sun light which rise from the east & set in the west of the earth position.  To try to bring a point of common sense would be no – uncommon sense.

The mind is constantly at “WAR” within uncertainty of its own creation-self fucked.

The mind tries to emulate the physical with polarity effect.  Which works in the opposite effect of the resulted outcome-more destruction.

Example:  in the physical each one has to breath in & out which would resulted inhalation of oxygen & exhalation of carbon dioxide which benefits the plants & humans together as a whole-physical system within the principle of Oneness & Equality.

What happens when the mind which is a reflection of you, likened the image of you in the mirror attempt the same process of inhalation & exhalation?  You can see the process with no result & instead it’s only a reflection, a projection to make itself real, but in fact it’s not.  The mind would justify its existence with a more sophisticated approach with POLARITY the ideas of LOVE & HATE, INFERIORITY & SUPERIORITY, etc…

From this single idea of POLARITY (LOVE & HATE), the mind put iself in this position of uncertainty to justify its existence with a debate.

This is why we see so much debates in the media of ‘Polarity’ construct & never any substantial for the physical development of the human endevour of what’s best for all – common sense.  It’s always end up without common sense & to abuses.

The human being is always a human being meaning we cannot label it as a social construct of the mind.

The social construct of the mind is a limited design of label, ie. Capitalism, socialism, communism, democracy, Democrat, Republican, West & East.  Even with religions, ie. Christian, Muslim, Christianity, Islam, Buddhist, Hindu, Budhism, Hinduism, Beliver, Non-Beliver, atheism, theism, agnosticism.  But in fact the mind is all of these “Human-ism” more or less depending on the physical circumstances of its desire & interest (thoughts).  WTF!

What should be done is to look through all of social constructs & bring together a point of clarity within the principle of LIFE in alignment with the physical as ‘Oneness & Equality’.

The principle LIFE is Oneness & Equality, Doing what’s best for all, the laws of the physical, Self responsibility, Self Honesty.

What we can say is that the MIND is limited within its construct of its existence & will never be able to realized that we are truly all together as LIFE as Oneness & Equality.

Self Honesty, Self Responsibility, Self Forgiveness

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A LIFE & LIFE Situation

Yes this is hard to believe but there is YOU & the MIND occupying the same space & time. LOL!

The MIND is like the super computer IBM’s ‘Deeper Blue’ AIX Operating System.

http://www.research.ibm.com/deepblue/meet/html/d.3.html

This super computer has the capability to calculate 200 million positions per second or 100-200 billion moves within 3 minutes. LOL!

Whereas the best human player Gary Kasparov “Grand champion chest player” can calculate 2-3 positions per second. LOL!

That is why an Operation System / machine can magnify its capabilities, which eventually will exceed and overcome the human’s ability to calculate his position.

The MIND is a super program, which essentially it’s like IBM’s ‘Deeper Blue’ AIX Operating System ability to eventually defeat a human “grand champion chest player”. LOL!

Realized that we’re the originator/creator of our thought, feeling, & emotion
(opionated), energetic reaction behavior.  The MIND takes this one point and magnifies it into multiple experiences of thoughts, feelings & emotions (opionated).  The experiences (opinionated) will have magnified overtime until we’ve succumbed to the MIND’s programs.

GREED, LUST, SPITEFULNESS, VANITY, CONTROL, MANUPULATION, EGO, ETC…

Each time we are not one and equal to the mind we’ve separated ourselves and then we’ve succumbed to the MIND’s programs.  The MIND’s programs have the ability to outlast & outdo us every time; b/c time is against us.  You know this b/c a machine don’t
even take a rest, break, or refuel, but a human does.  A human being can peak, but eventually we will fall.  It won’t last this is guaranteed!

We’re defeated from our starting point of Self Dishonesty.

LOVE, HATE, WIN & LOST POLARITIES

Within this equation of calculation the human will have succumbed to the MIND’s programs in separation.

A SUCCUMBED & SUCCUMBED situation!

But it doesn’t have to be this way.

Instead of we direct ourselves from a starting point of LIFE = ‘Love thy neighbor as thyself’ = ‘do to another as we would like them do onto us’ = ‘doing what’s best for all” = Equal Money System = EQUALITY = LIFE.

Yes this is my POINT directing yourself & the MIND equal & one as LIFE.

The starting point is LIFE then the outcome can only be LIFE.

It’s a LIFE & LIFE situation!

The Desteni’s message ‘Oneness & Equality’ is exactly that.

Please investigate Self & the MIND’s programs & its functions with these links
below.

Self Honesty

Self Responsibility

& Self Forgiveness

To bring about a “Heaven on Earth”

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Responsibility – Self Responsibility

When people hear this word ‘Responsibility’ they “CRINGE” & as if they’ve lost something near & dear to them.  Yes that’s strange b/c the notion of lost of something is the mind’s effect of FEAR.  FEAR of Lost & FEAR of I’m giving away something so near & dear to me = ‘Power’.  If I m accepting responsibility I will take somebody shits.

Fucked up shit, huh?

In the current system b/c each one is living in an inequality system where everybody is fending for themselves and their SURVIVAL.  Yes this is the reason & that we’ve based ourselves on what we’ve accepted and allowed to exist & to direct us.  Also to accepted and allowed religions as our savior, where something within our mind’s illusion that‘s going to take responsibility for the shits we’ve created and expect redemption for what we’ve accepted and allowed to exist in the first place.  We’ll goes as far as deny it by saying…

“It’s not my fault” just to protect our existence

“Denied at all cost”

“Blame others”

“Say it’s not me”

“God told me to do it”

Yes this is the current shit way.

The word responsibility is being used and abused extensively in the Survival’s system and its based on inequality that’s rooted in FEAR, POWER, CONTROL, MANUPULATION, DECEPTION, GREED, SPITEFULNESS… causing us to CRINGE, or at least pause to see what’s in for ME? It’s abused within the current system where self will abdicate Self responsibility for financial gain, benefit, profit.

This usually ends up in abusive of both ways?

If the abuser is abusing me, then I will demand for something in returns (MONEY) & I don’t care whether you’ll abuse someone of something.

A spiral of abuses take place.

Like the economic theory ‘s of “trickle down effect” where everyone abuses.

It’s the ‘Pointing the Finger’ effects

It’s the ‘Middle Road’ effects

Fuck up shit huh?

Who’s ending up paying for this (MONEY)?

It will be human beings, animals, plants, earth resources, etc…

This is b/c money is the deciding factors which will be linked to all of the above.

So we need a system which will take the abuses out where Self will be the directive principle of Self responsibility & not abusing Self & others.

The Equal Money System is the foundation which one can take the directive principle of self responsibility back to self and if abuses take place it can be identified.

People who are against the equal money system & electronic microchip tracking system b/c they know that their ability to be self irresponsible, cheat, deceit, manipulate will be revealed.

They also know that this will force them to be self responsible, which will violate their core principle of “freedom”- to abuses.

Fucked up shit, huh?

In an Equal Money System each one will have enough to be an effective human being, where one will not be subjected to the survival factors & self can direct self within the directive principle of Self responsibility for self & others.

Please investigate the following links to understand more of

Self Responsibility

Self Honesty

Self forgiveness

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Honesty & Self Honesty

Today 5/19/2011

I’ve looked within my situation & saw my participation within the current system & placement, which I’ve perceived as a real-world experience of right & wrong.

Looking deeper and into the truth of Self-honesty I can say that it’s a pile of ‘SHIT’, meaning my participating within the current direct system, employment, which seem to be an ‘Honest’ thing is to perform my duty / job to the best of my ability so therefore I m a “good citizen”.

But the truth is I have to say “NO”, my participation within the system is only a limited to my perception of my own world / personal system & not the ‘real world’.  The system is always segmented & segregated in a way to keep me from seeing myself as part of a whole picture which is everyone & everything.

What I do & say is critiqued & judged by the human consciousness system.

Even within my little system there are guard sentry of participants who are knowingly & unknowningly participating in this behavior of ‘survivor’ to see if it’s in alignment within the system’s of hierarchy & self interest.

These behaviors can be subtle to direct punishment if “one’s self interests” are violated.

I sometime asked “why it’s the way it’s?”, or “How can I get out of this?”

It’s like a VICE where I m confused between honesty & self-honesty

From a starting point within the immediate system I m honest with my performance of being a positive & reliable participant.  All of which are “good moral characteristics” an individual who’s playing by the ‘rule’- “a good citizen”.

These perceptions (Honesty) are deceptive in fact due to the fact that I’ve participated in a point of “one’s self interest” somewhere hidden in the immediate system.

This can be quite daunting to realize when in fact it’s not in front of my face to see, but it’s hidden within the human’s behavior of consciousness creation.  Each subtle or direct behavior can be in many different forms of verbal to written directives that are rooted in self interest in all different levels within the immediate system

After realizing this & facing the human consciousness system daily.  I m placed in a position where it seems like a “Catch 22” or “between a rock & a hard place”.

Within my situation of being under what seems to be daunting & helplessness a “Pile of SHIT”, I’ll transform this ‘’SHIT” into a “Pile of Maneuver”, which can sustain Life.  ‘That’s best for ALL’, which also is best for me.

Thank you for reading I would suggest that you research on some of the Desteni’s materials & websites:

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http://equalmoney.org/

http://www.desteniiprocess.com/

http://desteni.co.za/community

Mind / Energies Movement

Today 5/6/2011 @11:15 , I m sitting here in my room by myself & my roommate has just departed for R&R. I have a sense of relieved with the fact that nobody is watching over me & criticized my every movement within my job & view points. It is not a luxury that I have this moment to myself & be introspectived. But I will take every moment and thanks the Mother / ‘Earth’ & Father / ‘Sun’ for giving birth of ‘Breathe’ of life within myself which is the Physical / Equality.

Every day I’ve noticed within myself that this inner ‘POLARITY’ debate, discussion / ‘back chat’ moves within subtle & slight movement of thoughts, feelings, emotions based on memories, pictures, & of course self-interests of how I can get ahead of the past memories, pictures, & event where I can equate & justify its existence. It is kinda “STUPID” to not see this in REAL time b/c everything which is based on the past memories, pictures are not HERE & not REAL but only exist to forment & torment my presence. These memories & pictures started out with little subtle slight movement of innocent & can sometime be THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, & EMOTION of “It’s not that bad”. But eventually it will lead to & spiral out into LARGER ‘POLARITY’ DEBATE / CONVERSATION. Just like a dream within myself sometime spiral out & become ‘POLARITY’ DEBATE & CONVERSATION to go where the MIND is trying to take me. I don’t have “Dream” per say but it’s more like half as sleep MIND trying to draw memories, pictures, events & then weaved its way into the unknown & become THOUGHTS/ENERGIES (fear, love, hate, anger, jealousy, spite, regret) all of which can be felt within myself as MIND’s ENERGIES MOVEMENT.

Aware of myself as the AWARENESS of PRESENCE that is HERE with BREATHE which is the only thing that’s REAL & not in the MIND’s past, present, future all equated into THOUGHTS / ENERGIES “BULLSHITS!” I m aware of myself when this happens & aware of these subtle THOUGHTS, ENERGIES, are the beginning of SELF-TROUBLES. So to self understand is half the battle. It’s actually not trying to win but to set the mind at ease & bring it back to the PHYSICAL REALITIES. It is only me/I/self as the POINT of BREATHE which is EQUALITY that is HERE.

What I’ve learned is that the MIND is a SIGNal / reflection of SELF, which is the STARTING POINT / POINT of ‘origin’ to show me what I’ve ACCEPTED & ALLOWED myself to cause CONSEQUENCES / MIND to show me to myself. It’s these LAYERS within MYSELF that is revealing me to myself. This is what I must understand what I’ve ACCEPTED & ALLOWED myself to create this REFLECTION / MIND to try & SELF-POSSESSED, which can only leads to SELF-CONSEQUENCES into this REALITY.

I would suggest to do Self-introspect & research about the MIND / Energies movement & set yourself “FREE”.  Support LIFE & the Equal Money System.

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Sex desire & leg pain/cramp

Today @ 21 Mar 2011 I was mind fucked with sex desire.  After coming back from visiting my family, I was chatting with my wife on Skype.  I was thinking about the sex experienced we had while we were together. With this thought / projection was coming up within myself, I can feel this energy/sex desire was engulfing me within the moment of wanting to be with her.  So within the conversation I’d asked her “do you want to have sex now”, which was not REAListic b/c we’re not actually together but talking on Skype.  At this moment I’ve realized that this thought / projection of DESIRE to have sex with her was a MIND’s projection to fulfill itself & not my physical body.  After the conversation ended I instaneously had a pain of my right outer lower leg / femur.  The pain was like a cramp deep into the bone of the right femur.  I then realized that my body is telling me come back to REALity & not in the mind bullshit!

I started to do SELF Forgiveness for this act / thought / projection of sex desire within myself.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted & allowed myself to project sex desire within my MIND when in fact I m not physically with my wife, thus I m deceiving myself

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted & allowed myself to deceived myself by saying to my wife on Skype “would you want to have sex with me” when in fact we’re not physically together

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted & allowed myself to have thoughts of sexual desire with my wife when in fact I m not physically with her

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted & allowed myself to charged the MIND with sex desire / energy

After finishing SELF Forgiveness the pain / cramp on the outer lower leg / femur subsided.

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Self Honesty

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